Below are the 4 most recent journal entries recorded in reliantthc's LiveJournal:

Friday, July 8th, 2005
8:42 am	Feeling from long ago- another little poem Popa Roach's Last Resort through my head. The needle that gives me the dizziness i dizzier. The friends who didn't turn out like me. The sleep i used to get. The people who drive me mad as they do today. The razer blades i wish to swallow. The thought of a gutless death. The annoyance of every day life. Never again. Current Mood: Hungry Current Music: Megan Mcauley (Comment on this)
6:02 am	INSOMNIA-is that how you spell it? Once again i can't sleep. Danm this sucks. But at the same time its exciting. Don't ask why. Humm, well any way my mom or so called mom is most likly to be pissed off about the poem i wrote. I wonder what she will do. Call my cell and ask "why"? Or maybe just forget i wrote it in the first place.-I DON'T THINK SO. Danm every thing going down the shiter. I can't smoke weed for a month or longer. I say longer because i have to go to court in a month for drug charges,I DIDN't DO IT!!!!!!! Any way possibilitys porbation, or Juvy for six months. Sounds nice. I hope Buba Jr. is'nt there because here come some virgin butt hole for you Buba. Kay what was i talking about again? Oh yes Insomnia. Well my sis Ana is still sleeping as well as my dad. and im still up typing away at this stupid laptop........... OK need cigg. ciggy ciggy ciggy wish it was a joint. Oh fuck it i,ll have a beer at 5:30 in morning. Well be going now and stay up for the next 3 days. Current Mood: hyper Current Music: armor for sleep (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 7th, 2005
6:22 am	Thank u NO NAME Her name is not mother. Her name is NO NAME.She has no part in this family. She left us. She failed me. I have no part in this life. Nothing is what it use to be. I don't know how to write or speak. What do people want from me? My life is one huge acid trip. Every thing is distorted. picture this note with lines of blood at the bottom. Is this what you want from me? Current Mood: dirty Current Music: A static Lullaby (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 28th, 2005
9:24 pm	Hellow there im ReliantTHC. I like to Smoke Bud and listen to undergound bands ALL DAY!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: bored Current Music: Funeral for a friend (2 Comments |Comment on this)